Honesty.

That was fun. Up a little late, but what the hell. Good people = good times. And that’s all I’ll say.

In any event, gots me thinking about some stuff.

The first thought is about honesty. I know a lot of people may construe this blog as the ramblings of a self centered chauvinist. However, I could be doing this alone, in the comfort of my own home. I could be doing this for myself, without sharing.

So this begs the question… why share?
Well simple answer is – by sharing I make the choice to be honest. I embrace honesty in my own life by publicly divulging what I’m feeling, experiencing, and thinking. In this honesty, I find a sense of freedom. I don’t have to hide from anyone. And with such, I feel good.

Now this may seem hypocritical given the start to this blog. But, if prompted, I would reveal all. I could do so because I’m not obligated to anyone and the so called “truth” is not an acidic spray that would wipe the eyes of a love with revelations of a tryst.

In any event, that’s not all I wanted to write about. Tomorrow, I get to see Megan for the first time in a long while. I hope she’s well. I appreciate the opportunity to get my photographs back. It will be weird, but I hope we get to have a dialog. I’d like to see how things are going for her. I’ve wanted to say hi for a number of months now, but kept coming back to the agreed upon “don’t talk to each other” clause.

Yeah there’s some other stuff in there but I will let sleeping dogs lie. For the time being, I take solace in the fact that I’m being honest with myself.

More so, I’m progressing towards my goal at breakneck speeds. Tomorrow I sell my car. I’ve already rented my place through the end of the month. At the end of the month, I lease my place. And then it’s on. I rent out a small room, continue working.. and just save save save. $1500.00 a month if I do it right. That’s 6K in 4 months. 12K in 8 months. And if I’m able to do that.. I’m free… to wherever I want to be.